Well, let's go into my life .

As my birthday is the day after tommorow(2nd march), I think a lot about it. Curiously, I have always waited my birthday with a sense of... happiness, probably. And, this year I'm always saying "AHHH I'M GETTING OLD!!" as a joke, obviuolsy, but the weird thing is, this year I'm quite nervous about this day. I don't know why. I want it to come, but I don't, also! I just want it to be over and I want it to be 3rd march so I'll have to wait a whole year to my next birthday.

Perhaps it is the economic stuff, altough there were never a lot of presents at my birthdays, so I'm used to it, and I prefer people calling or coming than receiving presents (I mean, I love presents, but if I get some they always count on the intention, not the cost of them. And I know that if some frind of mine comes home and gives me a letter I'll be delighted). Perhaps the thing is that, as always, I do not trust very much on people calling me this day. I know it is just a memory stuff, but it actually hurts when your relatives and friends miss a day that is important to you. I don't know.

Perhaps I'm just sad because I won't ge the guitar my grandma was going to give me. I know she has not a lot of money these days, so I just won't mention it and she will forget (Actually, she already forgot ). It is not what it costs but what it means to me why I was looking forward to get that guitar, either way. When I begin working it is the first thing I'll buy!!!!!!

Either way, I still don't know why I feel so weird towards my own birthday. However, I know I will be happy when it begins!!

LOVE PEOPLE!!!